Jelly Jogging

Have you ever run in your sleep? I dont mean running like cats do while they are asleep. Neither is it restless legs syndrome. What I mean is when you dream you want to run but your legs feel like they are made of concrete. It is an awful feeling because quite often there is an enemy that chases you. Sometimes you manage to move your legs slightly. You put a lot of effort and you finally move. You run slowly as if you were running in a jelly. That is how I feel when I live here. You might be saying that I can't spread my wings and flyyyyy away. I call it jelly jogging...
It's seems a quite pessimistic way to start writing but it isn't really. It's a challenge to be faced. But when you limp you dont think about it with every step you take. You just go on. So do I.